Keeping Up With Hopes and Dreams.

Doa Buat Insan Agung.

2010-07-15T15:37:00.000+08:00

Di ruangan terbatas ini, teringin ku melukis bicara terpendam yang hadir bila menatap wajahmu, wahai Ibu..Aku ini sudah bertahun menyaksikan perjuanganmu. Mungkin kerana akulah sebenarnya yang kau perjuangkan dalam hidupmu selama ini. Aku, anakmu ini, ingin menabur kembali baktimu membesarkanku seumur hidupku. 19 tahun kau simpan pedih..19 tahun kau telan duka..

Aku mengagumimu, Ibu. Sebesar angkasa kasihku padamu, walau tak sekali ku nyatakan. Ku hadirkan kasihku melalui perbuatan. Tak nampak dimatamu, tapi hati ini sudah terkesan dengan cara itu. Saat hari raya menjelma, aku menangis mengenangmu walau engkau didepan mata, tersenyum dalam duka kerana baju raya kita tak sesempurna mana. Saat ku menghadapi peperiksaan, kau hadir mengetuk pintu, menghantar secawan kopi peneman diri. Aku menangis, Ibu..Hal sekecil itu memang bisa buat aku menangis..Ketika diri ini tak daya lagi menghafal isi kandungan ilmu, aku menangis lagi. Apa natijah yang akan ku persembahkan padamu, Ibu? Tak tertahan sebak didada, bila terbayang wajahmu yang hampa. Dengan apa harus ku buat kau bangga? Dengan apa harus ku buat kau gembira? Adakah dengan sekadar pangkat C kau akan tersenyum? Tidak, aku yakin sekali kau akan hampa. Oleh itu maafkan aku, wahai Ibu, atas semua ilmu yang tak bisa ku sempurnakan di kertas peperiksaan. Aku bukanlah insan yang lemah. Kau mengajarku untuk tabah tak kira betapa peritnya kaki untuk berdiri saat kaki sudah tak bisa melangkah. Kau ajar aku untuk meneruskan hidup walau terpaksa merangkak, tak rela kau melihat aku mengalah. Aku tahu persis hatimu, Ibu. Aku memang tak merasa deritamu, tapi aku tahu. Aku tahu bagaimana kau menahan hinaan dan cercaan, aku tahu bagaimana kau menghadapi dugaan. Kau insan paling tabah pernah ku kenal, ibu terhebat di seluruh dunia. Aku sebak melihat kau menahan airmata kerana kita tak punya rumah. Aku sedih melihat kau tertawa walhal hatimu perih tak terkata, bila terpaksa berhadapan dengan mereka. Engkau tertawa, Ibuku. Tapi ada darah yang mengalir dicelah lukamu yang belum sembuh sepenuhnya. Terlalu banyak ingin ku luahkan..aku sedih melihatmu berhutang, melihatmu memasak, bahkan ketika melihatmu duduk. Hidupmu memang susah, kan Ibu? Semua yang kau buat mengundang resah dihati, betul kan Ibu? Kerana ketika kau memasak, kau memasak kerana risaukan kami, anak-anakmu. Bila kau duduk, kau berfikir tentang kami. Bila kau berhutang, kau berhutang demi kami. Begitu juga dengan ayah, deritanya sama seperti deritamu, sedihnya sepedih sedihmu. Ayahku si pahlawan kehidupan, aku juga menangis mengenangmu bila aku terkenangkan ibu. Telah kau banting tulang empat keratmu untukku, melepuh sudah kulitmu dibakar mentari, hanya kerana ingin mencari rezeki. Sejujurnya, engkau memang ayah terulung di seluruh dunia.

Aku berjanji, akan menyenangkan hidup kamu. Jadi sebagai permulaannya, aku serahkan sehelai surat tawaran untuk melanjutkan pengajian di Kolej Universiti Perguruan Ugama Seri Begawan sebagai tatapanmu. Aku tahu engkau menangis dalam hati, aku tahu kau bersorak sekuatnya di dalam sana. Aku tahu kau gembira, aku tahu kau bahagia. Aku akan tinggal di asrama selama empat tahun, lalu apa yang kau buat? Secepatnya kau belikan barang-barangku, tak pernah kau merungut walau sekali. Izinkan aku menggapai cita-citaku, Ibu dan Ayah. Akan ku binakan sebuah rumah untuk kamu diami, akan ku belikan sebuah kereta supaya kamu senang menikmati sisa hidup, akan ku langsaikan semua hutang-hutangmu, akan ku buang deritamu dan akan ku gantikan dengan kebahagiaan. Akan ku beri segalanya yang ku mampu. Doakan aku berjaya, Ibu dan Ayah. Kerana doa kamu itu yang paling mustajab. :’))

Ya Allah, Tuhan sekelian makhluk.. Kau tinggikanlah darjat ibuku disisiMu. Kau hapuslah dosa-dosanya samaada yang sengaja ataupun tidak. Kau tetapkanlah imannya supaya dia berada dijalanMu yang benar. Buanglah deritanya, Ya Allah. Angkatlah dia di syurgaMu, bawalah dia bertemu kekasihMu. Temukan dia kembali nanti di syurga dengan ayahku.Jauhilah dia dari bahang api nerakaMu, rahmatilah dia dengan nikmatMu. Permudahkanlah segala urusannya, lapangkanlah dadanya, suburkanlah hatinya yang sudah lama terluka. Dan untuk Ayahku, kau berikanlah dia semua yang ku minta untuk ibuku. Sesungguhnya insan-insan agung ini sungguh mulia dimataku Ya Allah. Amin Ya Rabbal A’lamin..

Tiring. Seriously.

2010-06-28T07:07:00.001+08:00

Life's been very hard. So hard that sometimes I feel like giving up. I know my pain, it's just a matter of time before it breaks my heart into pieces all over again. No, I'm not being dramatic. Keeping up with life has been harsh and brutal for me. I just need someone to listen to me. Just listen, no advice needed. I just hope life gets better..

What's new??

2010-03-26T15:41:00.014+08:00

Assalamua'laikum warahmatullah. Hii! :D *waves.* it has been a while kan? This is my first post for 2010 so it really has been a while. I'm just going to summarize everything here sine i'm so LAZY nowadays, hahaha!

so here we go!
-After i quitted SDA, i worked with Minimelts. My boss is awesome!! But then I got an offer to work with Takaful IBB so I quitted Minimelts. I felt guilty somehow because they really were in need of staffs at that time :S Sorry Michelle! huhu..So have you tasted Minimelts? They're delicious! ;D

-I..no, I mean WE, have been together for two years and one month now! yeayyy!! We celebrated our 2nd anniversary on the 22nd of Feb and I feel awesome because no one has ever love me like this. Ada lagi urang lain macam ia kan? Naah, I don't think so.Two years, my dear, and I love you more each day. <3

Takaful IBB's Finance Division :
From left : Ka Hajah Maya *kali lah aa, ia ikut begambar ja, bukan dari finance so aku inda tau namanya hahaha*, Ka Sal, Ka Noraini, Ka Siti, Ka Tini, Ka Susi, Zatul, Ka Hajah Mardiana, aku.
At the back from the left : Ali, My Cinta, Hafiz, Haziq.
Tukang gambar : Si Baz.
Missing : Ka Zai and Ka Sidah.

Take care...!! <3>

Mencari Hikmah dalam Musibah

2009-12-08T14:35:00.003+08:00

Apapun musibah yang menimpa tentu akan membuat anda sedih dan susah. Manusia ada yang bisa disadarkan atas kesalahannya dengan nasihat dan peringatan, tapi terkadang keduanya belum cukup, maka Allah kemudian menurunkan musibah untuk memperingatkannya.

Terkadang untuk berubah menjadi lebih baik manusia harus terlebih dahulu tertimpa musibah, seperti kecelakaan, kecurian, jatuh sakit dan lain sebagainya. Sering kali musibah-musibah semacam ini lebih mudah dipahami daripada nasihat yang disampaikan berulang kali.

Beginilah kehidupan dunia, selalu tampak tidak adil. Dari ketidaknyamanan yang anda terima, yang paling penting adalah bagaimana anda bereaksi. Tak ada gunanya anda melawan takdir karena anda pasti dikalahkannya.

Berlarut-larut dalam kesedihan akan merugikan diri sendiri. Di balik setiap musibah ada banyak hikmah yang harus anda pungut sebanyak mungkin, satu demi satu.

Bagaimana caranya..? Anda harus mencarinya, dan harus menemukannya sebanyak mungkin, jangan hanya sedikit, apalagi tidak mendapatkannya sama sekali.

Sehabis tertimpa musibah, anda juga harus segera bangkit dan berpikir positif, menyusun berbagai tindakan yang harus diambil untuk mengatasinya. Dalam proses ini anda akan mendapatkan berbagai karunia yang tak ternilai harganya.

Di antara manfaat musibah dan penderitaan adalah :

- Menjadikan anda lebih matang, kuat dan bijak.
- Memberi kemampuan untuk berbuat lebih baik.
- Menjadi dorongan untuk mengembangkan kemampuan anda yang lain yang mungkin tidak anda sadari keberadaannya.
- Menghapus dosa yang sulit dihapuskan dengan ibadah lainnya.
- Menghilangkan kesombongan, sekaligus menjadikan anda rendah hati.
- Menjadikan anda lebih berhati-hati.
- Menghargai hak anda yang telah hilang.
- Mengetahui teman-teman sejati.
- Melatih kesabaran.
- Membuat anda lebih dekat kepada Allah.
- Membuat anggota keluarga semakin rukun.
- Membantu anda berevolusi ke keadaan yang lebih baik.
- Membuat anda lebih paham dengan sifat dan kualitas masyarakat di lingkungan anda.

Sesungguhnya masih banyak lagi keuntungan yang lain. Namun, manfaat yang hakiki hanyalah dapat dirasakan oleh mereka yang tertimpa musibah.

Source : Majelis Ta'lim Raudhatul Musthafa via Facebook notes.

Mentalllllll!!!!

2009-12-05T14:59:00.003+08:00

I've been thinking these past few days. Thinking really really hard. I'm messed up, frustrated, depressed, disappointed, everything! I quitted SDA exercise and health machine because I have a personal problem and because I couldn't take it anymore. Every day they ask for sales. Hari-hari mau sales! Hari-hari mau sales! As if the items there are cheap! WTH. The cheapest is an effin $699 Bruneian dollar! Let me spell that for you, SIX HUNDRED AND NINETY NINE BRUNEIAN DOLLAR! It's called 'Touch' and it uses electric frequency to stimulate the acupunctural points on either your body or your feet. Or both if you want to. shit, I'm actually promoting the company-.- oopss, sorry, the cheapest is a massage cushion costing $389, I think.*too lazy to edit what I just typed. HAHAHAHA.* So who would buy such things If they aren't any necessities with these items? Who? Who?? Esehh mental. They ask for sales every day, even if it's the middle of the month. Bulan tua kaliah, belaku!! Mun mau hantap dangan membali, agatah balikan kai usin kamu, buat saja nama customer!! Sales jua namanya tu!! Huhh, dangan pun beguna usin untuk pekara penting nyanta!! Tosah babal kan nyuwuh bhunjaa sales tiap haie!! Okeh minta map, aku termental. My point is, they blame us of not working properly if we don't have any sales. I hate it when my works aren't recognized. A simple thank you for working hard every day wouldn't hurt anyone, don't you think, Along?? Sheesh..yoh mo kau choaa..That is why I quit. But now I have another problem. They won't pay me!! WTH. I worked my butt off for 24 days and did they pay me? No. not even one cent! I know they needed a one month notification but still, I have a personal problem for god's sake! Ada jua ku bagi makluman awal, rasa wa kan nyuruh during standby cari urang baru incase aku beranti mengajut. Then, when my problem got worst, I was forced to quit immediately. What did my supervisor said?

"I cannot guarantee your salary"

Heyy, they didn't even reconsider my letter of resignation. I worked hard and made them 14k richer!! Is it so hard for them to pay me $300+ for my effort? Banci inda betahap ku ehh, huhuhu. Antam ta kamu, makan tia rezekiku atu, halal tu karang~~~ooppsss, durang mana tau halal haram ahh. Ehh indaku kira, inda halal jua! Marah ku ne. banyak ku pikirkan sampai ku kusut inda betahap. Apatah kan pembagiku indungku ne? gila wa cina atu, nda pandai mikirkan masalah urang. pasal durang aku down berabis. Sapa yang kana? Tuu urang2 yang rapat sama aku ahh. Ehh sanak ku eh. Antam tah!!! Now I'm effin sensitive everytime someone mention the word 'work' and 'salary'. WTH. The words echoed in my head first, making me feel like hell and sending me staring blankly at whatever it is infront of me, then in a blink of the eye, the words cut into my heart just like a sharp blade. Nice ehh. Nice amat. Nobody would understand how it feels. When you are Siti Nuramalina Bte Ramlee, everything seems painful. That's me, people. I'm Siti Nuramalina Bte Ramlee. Even the word 'ice-cream' hurts me alot. You wouldn't understand. Like I said, nobody would. I ain't strong. I ain't tough. I'm fragile. Really really fragile. I appreciate those who try to comfort me, I really do. But my life is alot more complicated than what you think. Pain is, I must say, my bestest friend.

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Sometimes, I just don't care.

Assalam warahmatullah!

After a while..

2009-11-23T14:08:00.004+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum!! hai!! ;D Hahaha lama dah inda blogging ehh. pengsan ku selama ani, pengsan oleh kepahitan donia yang serba menyakitkan. awawaw apadihh~batah banar dah betinggalkan, start raya bahh. hehehe sorry, busy banar ku.

So, apa baik ku ceta ah? Banyak plang sebenarnya ni but I don't know where to start. Umm, aku dah kaja masa ne, arah SDA di Huaho Tanjong Bunut, dapan Jollibee. Yup, barang gym yo. Hahaha. Ok plang kajanya tapi indaku tahan kana tiaw ulih si Along yakni supervisorku. Maybe nda lagi batah beranti ku ne lagipun ada problem lain jua la. Cari kaja lain ja, janji halal.

Apa lagi aa? Oh yes, aku 19 odahhhhhh hahaha! And aku makin berisi, that's what everybody said-.- huhu. Tidak seronok ehh.

Before

After

Makin berisi ka? Aku rasa inda but everybody keeps on saying that I look chubbier than before! huhuhu...Paksa diet ne ehh. Mana ada bini2 yang suka kana ucap berisi-.- maybe ada but not me. Nda apa, minggu dapan ku start diet xp

Ani saja dulu, ada masa nanti ku update lagi insyaAllah. Bukannya ada urang baca pun hahaha! Till then, Assalamu'alaikum all! Selamat menyambut Hari Raya Korban yang nda lagi batah!

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2009-09-20T20:27:00.000+08:00

I'm crying. My head and chest hurts very much. I can't breathe properly :'( wonderful. Just wonderful!

Happy Eid, everyone :)

2009-09-20T19:20:00.000+08:00

Assalam :) so tomorrow's Eid. Lapastu? Ahaha apaan~I just wanna say Happy Eid Mubarak to all muslims where ever you are. Marhaban ya Syawal, ilal liqaa ya Ramadhan! Mudahan panjang umurku, dapat jua puasa lagi taun dapan :) I've been very busy these past few days, y'know with all the cleaning and etc. Really got me crazy actually haha! Yesterday I went out with my love :) had sungkai with his family at WYWY sengkurong and guess what? I met Wazien bah kamu eh :p makin sihat berseri2 anak atu hahaha XD lapas sungkai kami ke kadai cd kajap, si ekah membali dvd ceta antu. Yang capinya apanah? Time testing dvd atu aku tekajut tahap dewa pasal hantunya muncul tiba2 tanpa diundang=.= mehaik ku yow, kana tawakan g tu ulih durang. Haiyaa~lapastu balik la tapi durang mama bejalan kekadai, yta sekalinya bejalan2 kami lagi :p hahaha! Pentingnya aku happy la, tido pun sanyum2 hahaha nadadeh, gila tweh xp okeh, back to Eid, taun ani tangahku sponsor baju raya hehe..So thank you very much :) if ada daughters nya singgah membaca blog ku ane, just want you to know that your parents are awesome \m/ heheh! So yeah, bergemerlapan bajuku taun ane. First time bajuku mahal. Lapas ane indaku mau lagi baju mahal, banar tah =s umm, apalagi ah? Oh yes, bilikku bersih sudah :D bersih dari buku and papers yang berselerakan! Akhirnya dapat jua ku tidur dengan lena X) ok sampai sini saja eh. Happy Eid once again! Ampaw ku jan lupa..!! HAHAHAHAHA! Assalam, have a good day!

Selamat menghadapi exam buat sapa2 yang kan exam atu. KAMI ABIS UDAAAHHH HAHAHAHA XD

Nasi katok Jerudong yang enak.

2009-09-16T01:26:00.002+08:00

Assalamua'laikum all, whatcha duin? Haha! Okay, guess what I ate for sungkai tadi? Or should I say yesterday? Wahaha! Anyway, I am so happy because I've fulfilled one of my craves since Ramadhan started. Tau kamu apa? Nasi katok jerudong bah :D haha Alhamdulillah! I missed it so much! Seminggu ku taisliur nyanta, baru kemarin tetunai. Sampai ku temimpi wa kan makan Nasi katok jerudong aa. Caya kamu tu? Caya lah aa, banaa jua tu. Bukannya baang pemainan tu wahaha apaan~Thanks to mama coz mau membalikan. Ucapnya ku malas masak nyanta eh, astee. Tapi banar pulang jua tu :p ok, cakap pasal makan, I realised that I've gained weight(=.= hairan ibni tekajut mangkuk ku ne pasalnya inda jua ku luan banyak makan, puasa tah lagi. Ish3..And I noticed ada lamak arah parutku wuahahaha*ketawa urang gila* apaan~and aku perasan jua yang aku lama dah inda exercise. Hadedehh, iatah makanya pautku basaa ani pakah. So, just now, approximately 10 minutes before I started writing this entry, I tried doing 100x situps(y) :D but I ended up with 60 instead(=.= haiyaa, no good! Ani menunjukkan aku tiada kekuatan stamina mahupun kemampuan bertahan ketika belari akibat dibubut ulih paci haji kuntau dari kampung sebalah pasal aku menabas lalang kesayangannya yang udah ditanam dan dibelainya selama beminggu2!! Aish! Ini tak boleh jadi!*tukar jadi hulk* aaarghh! Okeh, minta maap, aku emosi hahaha..Pokoknya serta daun2nya sekali, aku akan cuba exercise sekerap yang mungkin. Mun si cinta fit, indakan aku inda kali??Naku mau alah ne yo, aku ne g jenis babal yakni karas kepala a.k.a matingal. Wawawa. Bah eh udah tah, naleh ku. Untuk si cinta, if you're reading this, suri naik luri. Alum saya tido bnaanya, memalak mata ne. Don't wanna disturb you :) okeh dunia, selamat sejahtera. Assalamua'laikum. Peace no war!! Seriously!!

Finally..

2009-09-14T11:06:00.000+08:00

Assalam all! Hehe my exam has officially ended! :D Alhamdulillah, praise be to Allah. It was kinda okay, I guess. Except for certain subjects..Like Tarikh Tasyrie' and Hadith :( I guess everyone was so frustrated because there were some new unexpected questions. Like what Munirah and Ain would say, 'buat mazhab sendiri' haha! Astee tawa tepulang~diri inda tejawab(=.=" yo mo kau cho aa~huhu! Tawakal saja lagi and doa banyak2 :) at least I've done my best. Kan? Now is the time for holiday :D it will be a long one, so I'm planning to work di..Err..Lum tau lagi hehe! My last papers were Balaghah and Insya. Tell you what, I started reading balaghah and memorising Insya approximately 6 hours before the exam started despite knowing that Balaghah is seriously a hard subject! Well at least, for me it was hard but what was I thinking?! I was feeling very down cause of God knows what and I couldn't concentrate. Everytime I lost my will, I tried to force myself to read, knowing that I can't bear failing these two subjects. Tapi entah ehh..Dalam kul 2 pagi baru ku start everything. Cam terer saja aku aa huhu..Maybe, just maybe, I was too sad to leave the school that has given me so much memories. That is where I found love, where I truly understand the meaning of friendship and that place has brought me to understand a new level of survival. My friends are the one whom I'll be missing the most..After 9 years spending time with them, I doubt if I will ever forget them even once. Forever is the best word to describe how long will I cherish these precious moments together and this meaningful friendship. Same goes to my guy friends. Walaupun baru setaun labih kenal durang but the bond is what matters the most. I'll be missing you all. The laughs, the tears..Everything. Thank you for this friendship, it has indeed made me a better person. Forget me not, for all of you will live forever in my heart. And to you, my love, thank you for you-know-what. Saranghe. Till we meet again :) happy hols! Salam.

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Heartbreaking reality.

2009-09-11T13:48:00.000+08:00

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Two more papers to go. Friends, I'll be missing you all.

Wehee !

2009-09-09T13:13:00.000+08:00

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Wish me luck!

Welcome to my life!! For today.

2009-08-26T16:58:00.003+08:00

Assalamua'laikum. I'm going to start this post with something that I'm happy with. Yesterday was my love's 19th birthday. So, happy belated birthday dear :) may Allah bless you. Gave him a tasbih as a present and I hope he likes it hehe..Went to his house for sungkai and tahlil for his late grandpa so everybody was there, I mean his uncles and aunties, not to forget his little cousins. I had a great time :) his cousins are very cute. Sangal ku melayan haha. Behimpit2 lagi tu kan duduk sama aku, kiut jua tu. He laughed alot last night and I'm happy if he's happy. Can't really express this into words but God knows how amazingly happy I am everytime I saw him smile. Its like my heartbeat lost its usual beat and went dupdap like crazy, then there's this feeling of..Um..I dunno, it reminds me of the feeling being blown by cold wind. Refreshing. Cool and soothing :) Happy belated birthday lagi sekali. Saranghe..

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Now the sad part. Mom's being hard to me since the first day of Ramadhan. Everything I do seems like a big mistake in her opinion. I understand that she was very tired and the fact that she had to cook for sungkai as soon as she came home from work made everything worse. I've tried to help her prepare the meals. I've prepared the ingredients and all but I think she was just too tired. Huhh..Im stressed like hell with all these problems. Moreover the STPU is just around the corner. The fact that I had to do all the work at home pressured me more. My sibilings refused to help. I mean, I'm struggling to divide my time between studies and chores. Can't they help me even for a day? Allah..Give me strength please. I'm exhausted! Huhh..Stress! Stress! Stress! Huhu..I'll stop here. Happy fasting and have a great day. Bittaufiq wannajah ilaa asdiqaaie fi muqabalatil imtihaan. Assalamua'laikum.

Marhaban ya Ramadhan :D

2009-08-21T14:46:00.001+08:00

Assalamua'laikum dunia..Selamat menatap blogku yang sepi ini wahaha apaan~this is going to be a lil bit long so drink some coffee, you might fall to sleep :p haha. Okeh, firstly, belated birthday wishes :s

May :
14th : Didah.
15th : Hanis.
June :
21th : Nabila.
24th : Ade Putra.
July :
7th : Lela.
12th : Hjh Nati.
19th : my very own mother, Aminah Abdul Hamid. Heart you ma! And Nabilah Masria.
27th : Afifah.

August :
6th : Wan.
13th : Amiratussyifa.
14th : Hazerah.
17th : Ahmad Faiz.

There you go. Better late than never kan? :D Hehe..Ok~apa lagi ah? Oh yes, Ramadhan :D Marhaban ya Ramadhan! Isuk start puasa^^ yeye! Karang teraweh..Hehe..Siok ne~mudahan dipermudahkan..Cuaca lagi panas masane. Bagiku lah aa, indaku tau kamu. Kalau siang atu beparam tah ku tu dalam bilik, bejaruk. Rasa bah kan menikmati kesegaran dari aircond aa haha. Sajuk :D tapi udah malam, start tia ujan nah. Atu yang ku kajar-kajar macam urang bepenyakit parkinson tu hahahaha..Cakap pasal kajar-kajar ane, ingat ku pulang pasal exam. Eh apaan, na jua ada kena mengena 2^^" hahaha! So exam inda lagi batah. 29th ane start ta udah ku beperang ne. Subjek Quran jadi pembuka. Mudahan berkat Quran atu, kami dimudahkan menjawab. Exam sampai 12th sept ja, lapas tu abes tia, inda lagi sekulah=( ane yang ku sedih ne. Lapas ane becarai barai tia ku dari kawan2 yang ku sayang atu..Entah bila dapat jumpa lagi=( Huhu I'll talk about that later, time abis dah exam. Anyway, apakan pointku ane banarnya? Sebenarnya nada haha. Apa yang ada dalam pikiranku ane, iatah yang ku tulis ne :p eh lupa ku, congrats to Abang Aji yakni abang si Khal pasal dapat rumah di Muara :D rugged yow..Semalam ada makan2 sana. Sorry eh indaku banyak bunyi malam atu, ingau ku kan exam aa. Makanannya nyaman sekali (Y) hingga menjilat siku hahaha..Bah udah tah eh, malasku udah. Kan mengapal ku dulu huhu. Assalamua'laikum. Have a nice day!

Quick update

2009-08-07T12:41:00.000+08:00

Assalamua'laikum..Waduh2, sudah sebulan blog ku ani sunyi sepi, sesepi bintang yang tak mampu bicara~wahseh apaan..Okeh2, update sikit la aa. Kelmarin aku oral quran, sekalinya aku tejawab :D aku kana surah Faatir, Sajdah and Ankabut. Sanyum-sanyum kerabau ku menjawab soalan hahaha! Alhamdulillah, lapas udah oral~Exam ganya lagi ne, which is tinggal beberapa hari saja lagi. Kabak-kabak ku ehh. Alum banyak ku revise hohoho! Doa-doakan saja kediaku ane. Apa lagi ah? My life macam biasa, masih lagi macam dulu, masih lagi kana cakapi belakang-belakang. I'm not upset though. Lali udah..Nda ku tau lain kali ahh. Ane moodku baik iatah inda ku berapa ingau. Mungkin ada sesetengah kamu yang suruh aku besabar. What do you call a fourteen years of patience then? Aku dah lama besabar. Mengadu arah Allah saja mampuku, and kadang-kadang ku lapaskan la jua. Sabarku ada batasnya :) pastu..Apa lagi ah? Oh yes, stay indoors people! H1N1 makin teruk ku dangar. Mun inda pecaya masuk ja arah website WHO. And pasal jerebu jua la. Suffocating..!! Uhukuhuk! Don't forget to service your car, ia punya filter aa. I heard that udara dalam kerita 6x ganda lagi bahaya dari di luar if air filter kamu inda befungsi dengan baik. Stay healthy, the world needs you. Stop going out unless necessary. Stop smoking. Stop taking drugs. Stop all the bad things!! Eh apaan, melarat cetaku aa :p bah2, nanti lagi, udah ku abes exam InsyaAllah ku update lagi. Have a good day! May Allah bless you all. For now aku kan besiap sedia dulu kan beperang. Jihad fisabilillah! Allahu akbar! Till then, assalamua'laikum..Peace no war!

Tagging.

2009-07-16T20:48:00.000+08:00

Assalamua'laikum..Aku boring masane so ntah mana ka ku dapat ne, ku buat saja tia hehe..
Six random things about me
¤Star and Aurora lover
¤I cannot live without a watch
¤Anti-smoker and Anti-violence
¤I actually started using handbags last year
¤Nocturnal. Haha
¤I forgive. Forget? Negative.

Six random things I like
¤Chocolates. Yummy! :9
¤My ring.
¤His eyes.
¤His smile
¤Nasi katok Jerudong (Y) the best nasi katok ever! :D
¤Smiling..Dari hujung telinga ke hujung telinga setampik xD

Six random things I don't like
¤Pembuals.
¤My specs. But if I don't wear them, I might walk into walls!
¤The smell of filthy drains. Yucks! :s
¤Being in a crowd. Somehow I feel..alone.
¤Melted chocolates=(
¤Stress

Six quirky things about me
¤I search for stars every night. Except when it is raining.
¤I don't like medicine. I rather be sick! And aku inda pandai talan pil ;p
¤Aku suka cubit pipi urang xp laki-laki pun hampit, tapi belapik la aa x)
¤I read his previous messages before I go to bed xp
¤I make funny faces every morning. Stretching muha bah eh :p
¤Duduk besila atas kerusi tym belajar kalau buring.

Six things that made me happy
¤Being with them, them and him.
¤Stargazing.
¤Laughing.
¤Being appreciated.
¤Their smile.
¤22nd day of every month :D

I tag :
Kau. Umm, kau, kau. Yang sebalahmu atu mau jua? Bah ia pun jua. Awu awu, kau pun ku tag, jan tah menangis. Kau. Kau. Kau..ARGH. Semua tah.. ;p haha! Have a good day! Assalamua'laikum..

Rasa yang kau abaikan.

2009-07-09T18:51:00.000+08:00

Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang, Assalamua'laikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

Ingin ku catat pada safhah ini, bertarikh 9hb Julai, 2009, akan kesengsaraan hatiku yang kian luluh, remuk oleh insan yang ku gelar saudara..

Saudara, sukakah engkau memakan bangkai, hasil usahamu mencanang kisah hidupku, pada mereka yang kau akrab?

Sukakah engkau bila orang-orang yang ku sayangi menangis, dari bingkisan kalam yang kau sulam sebagai hinaan?

Mengapakah sinis pandangan matamu bila melihat ku bahagia? Lalu kau goyah segalanya dengan andaian, bahawa aku tidak layak untuk itu semuanya.

Apakah kau tidak memandangku sebagai saudara, hingga kau ragut zaman kanak-kanakku dari aku, atas alasan ku tak punya harta?

Mana keadilanmu pada aku dan mereka, persis tika kau tertawa bersama orang yang berjaya?

Mengapa kau bunuh matahariku, lalu kau ganti dengan taufan yang tiada sudahnya?

Sampai bila langitku harus menderita?

Sampai bila akan kau sisih aku sebagai saudara?

Tahukah kau betapa hatiku menderita? Andai mampu kau lihat lukanya, pasti segera kau menutup mata.

Engkau adalah ujian yang diutus oleh Yang Satu untukku, jadi aku harus redha. Walau tak mungkin kau ketahui kewujudan dunia kecilku ini, aku hanya ingin bertanya, puaskah hatimu membuatku terseksa?

Untuk sahabat ku kirim doa, agar kamu dirahmati olehNya, kerana kamu yang ada..

..Saatku rapuh..

..Saatku jatuh..

..Saatku musnah..

Kamulah yang memelukku, mendengarkanku, menenangkanku dan memberiku semangat.

Dan untukmu wahai saudara, biar Rabb memutuskan semuanya. Aku cuma harap kau dirahmatiNya. Tidak ku kata aku lebih baik darimu, tapi dengarlah rasa hatiku yang kau abaikan. Mungkin satu hari nanti kau akan berhenti, dan ketika itu, biarlah airmataku ini bererti kesyukuran.

Sekian, aku sudah habis berbicara dengan dunia. Assalamua'laikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

2009-07-07T12:22:00.000+08:00

DARN IT.

Anyone awake?

2009-07-05T03:10:00.000+08:00

Assalamua'laikum..I can't sleep~dari tadi memujuk mata, tiadalah berhasil usaha..Hoho bemadah tia lagi~kekeke..I guess I'm too worried about the swine flu. Macam-macam soalan dalam utakku ane..

''Akan selamatkah aku? Ok ka ne kalau sekulah? Cemana exam aa? Kana tangguh ka?''

Dari tadi ku tetanya-tanya~airborne tia lagi, meijap jua tu(-.-" mun tekana nada cali tu, nda lagi tebunyi pakah. Bukannya baang pemainan tu. Ada banaa yang menguabat mun telaah huhu..Aku baca HYS tadi and banyak urang cakap baik tah sambung cuti lagi. At first, I disagreed but then, I do not want to sacrifice my health. I am not that healthy afterall. So I think, better extend it for another week until the flu is under control. Bukan pulang malas kan sekulah, walaupun ku jarang buka buku, tapi ada jua baiknya bah..And aku sanggup and sangat rela hati if cuti bulan 9 ani ditiadakan sebagai ganti cuti swine flu ane~esehh xp but seriously, I'm scared to go to school=( batah udah ku inda jalan-jalan ne, semata-mata inda mau kejangkitan. Eshh kul berapa sudah kan? Alum ku kan tido(-.-" tadi mengantuk ku sudah, kali time menunggu-nunggu tetido ato, bepikir ku dulu. Macam-macam ku pikirkan. Ujung-ujung memalak tia pulang mata ani nah huhu..Suka ku bepikir ani bah. Selalunya time makan xD otw menyuap atu tah masanya ku selalu bepikir tu, sampai ku batah migang sudu xD iatah membaginya lambat abis tu~ish3..Kadang-kadang time becerita sama kawanku. Diam ku tu, bepikir. Sampai jauh melayang nun disana bersama bintang hahaha..Eh pukul berapa udah eh? Lain tia pulang kerajaku, baik pulang mengapal hadith ne-.-

bah aku berhenti disini. Berhenti berharap. Berhenti mengimbau. Apaneh2 xD haha! And by the way, a token of appreciation to my Tua, my cousin si Khal and Ibu for the Mee Ayam \m/ delicious indeed. And to you for escorting us home. Thanks^^ (Y) Bah, Assalamua'laikum..

A confession.

2009-07-03T16:24:00.000+08:00

Assalamua'laikum..Got something in mind and I've got to let it out. I was blogwalking last night and I found her blog, as I mentioned before. She wrote something that to me meant

Stop being a nuisance.

That was clearly meant for me. Ya Allah, how I hate to be a nuisance to others. I am trying to do things on my own and I keep secrets from others just to make sure that no one gets involved into my problems. They don't deserve that. I try to deal with various situations on my own. I wanna be independant. I rarely ask my parents for pocket money and I definitely never never ever ask my grandparents, my uncles and my aunts for it. Never! Yes ladies and gentlemen, humble readers and fellow classmates who are reading this post, I am not rich. Financial problems are my very bestfriend and I grew up watching others enjoying the benefits of technology. Money isn't everything, I know that. But in my world, it is very very important. That is why I struggled and worked while others enjoy their holiday. Pity me? Mind you, I detest the word 'pity' when used to describe me. So hold it mate. Okay I think I got way out of track. Haha. My intention was actually to tell you that

I hate being a nuisance to others in every aspect.

But then, I have problems blending in with others due to this feeling. Even if they are very nice or extremely kind, I can't blend in. I take a very long time to get used to people. Well,most of it I guess. I think it depends~antah eh apakan ku cakap ani..Hoho! To tell you the truth, aku inda biasa sama sepupu2 ku. Inda pulang semua..Ada jua la yang ku biasa atu. I do not know why..Kaka Limah, Kaka Eyui, Kaka Inoi, Abg Aji, Shiqah, Syirah and etc..They are nice and kind. I am not saying this just because one of my cousin knows the existance of my blog and she could just tell them if I say bad things about them but because I really mean it. They are really nice but somehow, aku inda biasa sama durang. Age might be the factor tapi cousinku yang lain biasa jua sama durang-.-'' hoho kenapa kan aku ane..That explains why I rarely say anything during any occasion. And this is one reason why I created this blog and that is to tell the world what I think because aku inda pandai meluahkan perasaan kalau becakap. Ada paham?? Huhu..I think I'll stop here. Assalamua'laikum..

Terhiris..Lagi..

2009-07-02T22:16:00.000+08:00

I read her blog just now. And all I have to say is..

My Dear, she is right. Jangan belakangkan mereka, hanya kerana aku. Di matanya, aku bukan siapa, kerana ku tak punya apa. Tak layak kau dulukan buat selamanya. Tinggalkan bila ku buat mereka kecewa.

Thank you for making it clear,sis. I'll try to get out of the way. Salam.

Being me..

2009-07-02T21:31:00.000+08:00

Assalamua'laikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..I am definitely not feeling good now. I'm hurt,worried,pissed,disappointed,scared,in pain and etc. Mix it all up and there you have it, the gloomy me..huhu! All caused by..
1]Stomach ache
2]Chest pain
3]My result..Did I score?Huhu!
4]Them..talking behind my back again huhu! When will all of you ever stop?
5]Quran..Having difficulties memorising As-Saba and Fathir. Confused mehh--.
6]The heart-breaking price of those lenses! Specs lenses actually..B$100??Abes gaji ku beb huhu! Inda tia ku jadi membali nahh~
7]My laptop..Rusak..!! T~T Yarabbi~huhu!

There you go, a summary for my story for today..And btw, thank you to his family for the treat at Tamu Selera last Tuesday^^ it was great! Thank you..! Till then, Assalamua'laikum~

Hoho

2009-06-27T20:50:00.001+08:00

Assalamua'laikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..Aloha people! Haha apaneh2..I'm in my room now, got nothing to do~*yeah right!* Just watching my lil sis playing games from my laptop. Actually she went to the toilet just now..And here she comes! XD Haha apaan..Baru ya masuk balik bah x) I think she's addicted to games. Why? Because she keeps bothering me, asking me if she could turn on the laptop or not. Kan main tia tu nahh. My bro's PS is..well..you know,rusak haha! Main jua kami tu xD its been a really long time since I last played the PS and I'm craving for it ever since. Anyone wanna sponsor us to fix it?*kirai2 haha* I'm into CS now. In fact all my siblings are into CS, even my 10yr old lil sis! Hihi! Ok Im here to apologise actually because I won't be able to upload some pictures of the accident as promised. At least not now. Maybe in two weeks time heheh. With exams around the corner, I doubt whether I have the time to do it. Tomorrow I'll be going to his grandparent's house. Makan 40 hari arwah nininya laki~kan tiap minggu pulang ku kesana sal tiap hari khamis durang ada makan-makan sket. Untuk family pulang saja sebenarnya~esehh, kiranya aku tu family la udah ;p HAHA. I'm so freaking nervous everytime I meet his family. Galat nyanta..But what I like the most about his family is..Apanah? :p byk kanak-kanak! Haha suka ku eh~sepupunya bedamitan bah..Iatah siok. Asal ku datang sana gerenti kana serbu ulih kanak-kanak tu x) but he is still the center of my attention though heheh! Bah nanti lagi eh, kan ngulang quran lu..Assalam!

Another disappointment..

2009-06-25T15:35:00.000+08:00

Aku bosan denganmu yang membuat orang-orang yang ku sayangi menderita. Just stop and drop the case will you?

Experience? Gained!

2009-06-24T20:52:00.001+08:00

Assalamua'laikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..Fuhh~my blog is dying! Haha I haven't post anything since ntah sila rujuk kebawah..It's not that I'm lazy, I just don't have the time. Fyi I'm working. Awu keraja bah. Kamu siok layah-layah dirumah, aku keraja. Naleh yow. Bukannya habaa tu~

I could sense that you are wondering what type of job I am doing ;p bahaya pulang kerajaku ani, macam urang menyeludup lah jua. Tepaksa guling-guling naik bukit, benanang atas pukuk, bekayuh atas tanah dan merambo ikung beruang. Bahaya kan?? Kan?? Ish3..Tapi seperti biasa eksenku saja xD hawhaw! Okeh2, aku dengan bangganya mengkhabarkan pada umat sekelian alam yang aku jadi bus conductor selama seminggu labih \m/

Banyak pengalaman yang ku dapat selama keraja atu. First of all driver bus atu, Uncle Aris, an Indonesian, knows the arabic language (Y) bahasa pasar plang sebenarnya pasal ia jadi driver di Saudi selama 2 taun dulu. Rugged jo tu yow!\m/

Yang kedua, aku dapat stern warning from the nature.JANGAN DRIVE LAJU TIME HUJAN huhu! I witnessed an accident. Tebalik keritanya bah..Hoho nada cali tu. Nanti ku post gambarnya InsyaAllah..

Yang ketiga, jaga indung kamu baik-baik okeh?='( ada ku teliat paci ani di terminal bus bah. Kesian..Membawa beg sikut ya,bejalan sorang-sorang. Lantas ku terfikir*eseh* akan keberadaan anaknya..Mana anaknya kan?? Kesian bah..Kenapa tah indung dibiarkan cematu? Tua lagi udah tu. Tebayang ku tarus mua babah huhu..Kan menangis ku meliat~jaga tah baik-baik ahh. Jangan dibiarkan cematu..Ish3~kesian..

Yang ke ampat, stop being racist kepada yang racist atu. Selama ku keraja atu kan,macam2 urang ku jumpa. Indon, India, Thailand, Plipin and etc. Ok jua wah, inda jua apa-apa. Peramah ada pulang. Kepada yang selalu ngucapkan atu,bek tah hadang. Kenali dulu sebelum menilai..Ada paham??

Byk plang lagi,nanti la ku share. Ane aku kai hp ja..Selama ku kaja tu aku duduk dapan sekali pasal my love inda membenarkan duduk ditampat lain hahaha! And aku blajar bahasa 'ammi dari Uncle..Enta ma efgo jawaz?=p haha! Bah nanti lagi..Assalam! Happy hols!

Buat renungan

2009-06-13T16:39:00.004+08:00

Assalamua'laikum..let's talk about LYING.

Introduction
Both the Qur'an and ahadith condemn lying in Islam. The Qur'an states the following in regards to liars,
"Only they invent falsehood who believe not Allah's revelations, and (only) they are the liars."
Qur'an, Qur'an, 016:105

According to a hadith recorded in Sahih Bukhari, lying is one of the characteristics of hypocrisy and should be avoided. Another hadith states that that person is still a hypocrite even if he fasted, prayed, and asserted that he was a Muslim. The prophet said that if a person persistently lies without stopping or asking for forgivness, then that person is written as a liar before Allah.

"Truthfulness leads to righteousness, and righteousness leads to Paradise. And a man keeps on telling the truth until he becomes a truthful person. Falsehood leads to Al-Fajur (i.e. wickedness, evil-doing), and Al-Fajur (wickedness) leads to the (Hell) Fire, and a man may keep on telling lies till he is written before Allah, a liar."
The Prophet

Types of Lies

Regardless of the type of lie, lying in general is bad. However, there are a few types of lying that can possibly lead to hellfire. A few of them are lying about Allah, lying about the prophet , lying in buying and selling, lying about visions or dreams, and lying to make people laugh.
Lying about Allah
Lies told about Allah and His messenger , according to some scholars, can even make one a kafir. Lying about Allah is the most evil of lies. Allah says in the Qur'an, which means,
"Verily, those who invent a lie concerning Allah will not succeed."
Qur'an, Qur'an, 010:069

An example of lying about Allah, is saying that 'Isa is the son of Allah . Lying about Allah includes lying about something that which was said in the Qur'an which is not there, or by giving one's own interpretation without any knowledge.

"He who says something concerning the Qur'an without knowledge, then let him take his seat of fire."
The Prophet

Lying about the Prophet
Similar to lying about the Allah, lying about the prophet can result in kufr. The prophet gave a stern warning to those who invent lies intentionally about him, and this is why some companions, such as Anas, did not narrate many ahadith.
Lying in Buying and Selling
The prophet is reported to have said,
“
There are three types of people whom Allah will neither talk to, nor look at, on the Day of Resurrection: A man who takes an oath falsely that he has been offered for his goods so much more than what he is given...„
The Prophet

Permissible Lies
Lying is haram in all but three cases. These three cases are: lying in war, to reconcile between two disputing parties,and a spouse lying to the other for the sake of love.
“
All lies are taken into account except three: 1. When husband lies in a way to his wife in order to please her, or 2. Lying to decieve (the enemy) in war, or 3. lying in order to reconcile between two people.

The Prophet

Ada paham??? Sorry for the previous post. Mental tah ku udah tu..

Why won’t you stop?

2009-06-13T16:06:00.001+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...

I'm so pissed right now. Furious actually. I've been tolerating this someone for some time now. For several years to be precise. Pembual!! Why won't you stop? Why? What's so fun with playing others? I have no idea when it started but when I finally realized, I'm so..What can I say? MARAH BERABIS. I tried to tolerate but somehow, this someone really doesn't know when to stop. This someone really needs a hard slap. If only I could do that, or if someone offered me, I would be glad to do it.

BERANTI TAH MEMBUAL ANI, HADANG TAH! NYATA-NYATA BAH KAU ATU MEMBUAL. SEBAGAI MANUSIA YANG KANA BAGI AKAL DAN FIKIRAN, IT'S NOT HARD TO TELL WHEN YOU'RE LYING. ADA PAHAM??

ARE

NOT

STUPID.

SEKIAN, WASSALAM.

P:S/ MUN AKU ANI JAHAT BERABIS BAH, KU TARUH GAMBARMU SINI, BIAR SATU BRUNEI TAU YANG KAU ATU PEMBUAL TAHAP GABAN. MUSTAHIL KAU INDA TERASA IF SEKIRANYA KAU TEBACA BLOGKU ANI. BAIK HADANG, UJAN RIBUT LAGI BERANTI NYANTA!!

YA ALLAH, BUKA TIA PINTU HATINYA AHH..NGALIH KAMI BAH HUHU!

Kekasih yang tak dianggap

2009-06-10T10:29:00.001+08:00

Aku mentari,

Tapi tak menghangatkanmu..

Aku pelangi,

Tak memberi warna di hidupmu..

Aku sang bulan,

Tak menerangi malammu,

Akulah bintang,

Yang hilang di telan kegelapan..

Selalu itu yang kau ucapkan padaku..

Sebagai kekasih yang tak di anggap

Aku hanya bisa mencuba mengalah,

Menahan setiap amarah..

Sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap

Aku hanya bisa mencuba bersabar,

Ku yakin kau kan berubah..

-Kertas Band-

My review : best woo lagu ni.. aku suka (Y)

Nasihat jua kepada yang becinta atu, jangan mikirkan diri sendiri saja sampai cinta hati kamu atu merasa dirinya atu bukan kekasih kamu. Sian jua tu ia memendam rasa..inda ja? Ja kaliah huhu..mun ya behunjaa yang lain hampit kamu buuk huhu..hargai lah keh? Peringatan untuk aku jua ne, sama-sama tane saling mengingati. Tapi yang bisainya mun kamu ingat kan aku, kirimi sha cuklit tiga tan. Okeh? Haha nadawa.. yang pentingnya dalam becinta ani, biarlah kerana Allah. Minta tah supaya pasangan kamu atu membawa kamu ke jalan yang benar lagi tidak belingkuk. Biar Allah redha..ada paham?? Sapa paham ketiaknya harum hehehe.. bah lain kali lagi, Assalamua'laikum..

p/s: If you are reading this, just want you to know that I miss the time when we prayed at the mosque together, and the time when you became imam during the prayer :) be my imam forever, will you? I'm always looking forward to that.

At last!! I’m FREE! For now ;p

2009-06-10T09:29:00.002+08:00

Assalamua'laikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh dear readers yang sedang membaca dan menyinggahkan dirinya sambil menatap blogku yang serba tidak seronok ini. Whoever you are, thank you for visiting. Utmost appreciated although you'll only find that I'm talking about unnecessary things here. So be it la..hohoho! Well I've just finished my last paper. Balaghah yo! Tahukah awda apa itu Balaghah? Balaghah adalah ilmu yang membincangkan tentang cara-cara untuk mengenal pasti sama ada dragon ball masih lagi 7 biji ataupun tidak kerana salah seorang daripada sahabatku mendakwa bahawa sebiji telah di gorengnya sebagai makanan sungkai untuk kucingnya yang sedang berpuasa qadha pasal masa bulan puasa dulu ia menses. Hohoho! Nada deh xp mun atu pun ada yang pecaya kang, handal tah aku tu membual hahaha! Okeh yang banarnya Balaghah ani sejenis eskrem :) majal tu kan membual xD Awu wa, balaghah ani sebenarnya..

SILA CARI SENDIRI DALAM INTERNET, AKU SENDIRI NDA TAU CANA KAN EXPLAIN WAWA…

Okay I don't want to talk about exams actually. Really disappointing huihuihui.. For about two weeks I've been..err..how should I say this? Lazy? YES! I WAS LAZY DESPITE SITTING FOR THE STPU QUALIFYING EXAMINATION. LOL. What was I thinking?

Don't be fooled by my innocent look. Innocent ka jua? Haha mihir. Antah kenapa aku suka sangat study last minute ani. Tau ku benda atu bakal menyusahkan diriku sendiri tapi ku buat jua masih. What can I say? Aku memang babal haha. Kadang-kadang inda ku panik langsung bah. Panat kali banar. Boys and girls, please don't try this at home. At pasar malam bulih. Huahua apaan.. Tapi jangan silap mahupun salah, ada jua yang belurih scholarship MINDEF walaupun ia study last minute. Antah sapa ka namanya itu perempuan. Bukan pulang ku cakap benda ani bagus, tapi I guess ia atu pandai berabis. Mun aku? Ada tweh kan memperolehi markah yang hengsum wawawa..Aku memang ada banyak story kan share banarnya, macam yang ku cakap arah last post ku..tuu liat di bawah ahh~tapi kan, banyak yang ku lupa sudah hawhawhaw! Batah sudah bah cerita ahh, tumbuh sudah mushroom apaindah.*apa indah? Yang bisai la wawawa*

Okay aku tau aku sedang membuat kamu bosan yakni buing hantap dengan nukilan-nukilanku yang tidak bermakna ini, tapi apakan daya, lobang hidungmu tetap menjadi pujaan kucing pundan jiranku..bah mun miatu gayanya, maie tah ku share serba sedikit bahasa kedayan. After all kediaku ani urang kedayan pulang yang banaanya..

Meladis : Bunil yakni basar parutnya.

Contoh : Hantap jua temahanya kian si Awang atu, limpaa bah pinggannya. Patut tah meladis pautnya!

Kelangaa : Paling bida.

Contoh : Dang, jan ko maah ah. Bukannya kan hal, tapinya dalam kampung ani kau tah yang kelangaa peliatanku.

Siau : sunyi.

Contoh : Hawuuuu bukannya inda siau umahmu atu, bebatis ta banaa besia atu. Daie subuh bah bejauu.

Bah tiga saja eh, malas ku banyak-banyak. Inda jua ada urang membaca. Nanti tah ku mempost lagi if ku ada idea. Ani kering kontang sokontang kontangnya bah utakku ah. Btw, sorry ah bahasaku ani cam lain dikit. Kadang-kadang cam standard tia pulang. Tebiasa sudah menunggang tebalikkan ayat ani, ntah dari form brapa kah udah. Di klas lagi kan hari-hari bedrama ;p mesti jua klasik tu bahasa aa haha.. bah mereverse-kan diri ku dulu. Jumpa lagi adik-adik! Apaneh2.. bah, Assalam~

And one more thing, I might look like I don't care, but keep in mind that I,too,have feelings just like everyone else if YOU know what I mean.

Bertenang wahai sekelian umat..

2009-05-26T19:12:00.000+08:00

Assalamua'laikum..Aku ada banyak cerita kan share tapi since aku exam, jadi aku busy tahap maksima yang extreme untuk study..Hehe..So, i'll be back soon :) thanks kepada yang sudi atau menyudikan dirinya untuk masuk arah blog ku yang inda menarik hati mama mentua kamu. Huahua. Till then, Assalamua'laikum~

Aargghh

2009-05-22T21:43:00.000+08:00

Assalamua'laikum..Will update soon. Exam ler~wish me luck!

Merenung kehidupan

2009-05-18T01:40:00.001+08:00

Assalamua'laikum..
Aku mula menukilankan secebis pandangan ini pada pukul 1.23 pagi menggunakan handphone hak milik persendirian, dibilikku yang masih terang oleh lampu yang dijana tenaga elektrik,bukan battery dan setentunya dibayar setiap bulan oleh ayahanda tercinta. Perutku penuh,kerana baru habis makan malam. Memang aku terlewat makan hari ini,dek kerana otak ligat bermuhasabah sehingga laungan sang perut tidak terdengar oleh deriaku yang bernama telinga. Apa yang ku fikirkan? Setentunya tentang hidupku. Akhir-akhir ini aku terumbang-ambing dalam gelora masalah yang kian menyesakkan jiwa. Lumrah kehidupan,memang takkan lari dari masalah. Tapi disebalik batu,rupanya ada udang bakar masak merah. Maksudku rupanya ada benda lain yang bersembunyi disebalik semua masalah ini. Benda itu tak lain tak bukan adalah hikmah. Aku diberi kesedaran tentang beberapa perkara dan mula memandang kehidupan dengan cara yang berbeda. Mungkin tak seberapa tapi hakikatnya, dragon ball tetap ada 7 biji semuanya. Maaf, bukan itu yang sebenarnya, aku hanya bercanda jadi silakan ketawa. Berbalik pada yang ku perkatakan tadi, aku memang tidak menyangka akan ditemukan dengan sang cahaya kesedaran. Jika sebelum ini aku tidak menghiraukan sesuatu perkara, tapi kini aku sedar akan kepentingannya. Ada beberapa benda yang sudah ku abaikan dalam hidup tapi aku bersyukur kerana Yang Maha Esa menerangkan mata hatiku untuk melihatnya, sekaligus memberikan aku ketenangan hati sepertimana ketika ku melihat bintang dilangitNya yang terbentang luas.
Moral of the story : Hidup penuh dengan masalah, tapi masalah itulah yang membuatkan dirimu matang.
Selamat pagi. Aku ingin melelapkan mata. Assalamua'laikum, ilal liqa..

Get it?

2009-05-12T18:18:00.000+08:00

Jangan kata kau peduli,
Bila hatimu menggelegak dengan kecewa,
Jangan kau hampiri hati ini,
Biar ia terguris oleh dunia.

Layak kah langitku menderita??

......

2009-05-12T06:06:00.000+08:00

Aku cuba alih pandangan,
Dari wajahmu yang simpati,
Tapi tak usah kau begitu,
Kerna ku sudah terluka..
Terluka oleh waktu silam mu!

Aku.bukan.hati.yang.kalah!

Sighh

2009-05-11T20:02:00.001+08:00

Assalamua'laikum. Today is really not a good day for me. In other words, it sucks. Excuse my language please. I was scolded infront of the whole class today and even if my classmates weren't looking at me, I could hardly endure the pain. Yes, its painful, duhh! Not to mention the feeling of shame I felt. I was practically holding my tears from falling, and not wanting everyone to know how fragile I am actually. The Lord knows how my heart beat the rhythm of agony and my body trembled from trying to hold myself from answering back. Part of it was my fault, yes, but I disagree with her on some part which I wanted to express really really badly but I just can't. I'd be dead meat if I ever proceeded. I've done stupid things and I can tell you that I'm not proud of it. Who wants to brag about being careless? Not me, for sure. By the time I went back to my seat, I was feeling really down. I kept my mouth shut as the presentation continued but somehow, I can't help my tears from rolling down. Yes, I cried. Hardly anyone noticed. I bit my hand just to prevent the tears from further glistening my eyes. HE tried to talk to me during breaktime but I managed to run away. At times like that, I prefer to be alone. So off I went to the library,crying pathetically as I wipe the tears off slowly. I was feeling a lot better by the time I headed back to class but yeah, it still hurts. Just another test from the Almighty :) I'm now perfectly fine. And ohh, my heartiest condolences to Abd Muiz bin Aji for the loss of his beloved father this morning. Al-fatihah. May ALLAH bless your father. Till then, Assalam.

Sorry!

2009-05-08T14:17:00.005+08:00

Assalamua'laikum..

Dah beminggu-minggu ku inda update..huhu! meminta kemaafan, kerana diri ini sangat sibuk yakni busy atau tiada masa untuk update. So this is going to be a summary for last week. Or last last week. Antah aku pun nda ingat wawa! Firstly, a belated birthday greeting ;D

27th April, 2009
Happy Belated Birthday to babah, Ramlee Haji Salleh, the king of my heart weseh2..

You are truly my hero, the one who guide me through painful moments and keep on giving me hope to go on. You give me the world and for that, I love you so much. Thank you for everything. I couldn't express this into words but you truly are my Hero ;) May Allah bless you!

4th May,2009
Happy Belated Birthday Bro! :D Muhd Izzat Fakhri.

Esehh Birthday yaa..xp

Jan gauk bro, ikat ko karang arah pukuk pisang. Mau?? Agagaga!

Sempena umurmu jadi 14 ane, I pray for your happiness. May Allah bless you. You are the brother who made my life worthy. Thank you for everything.

Di hari yang sama jua, my ex classmate menyambut birthdaynya..

happy belated birthday to Masfitrah Abdul Metassan.

May Allah bless you.

7th May,2009

Happy belated birthday to my old friend, Qurratu A'ini Bte Hj Yahya.

May Allah bless you.

8th May, 2009 yakni hari ani ;D

Happy Birthday to my friend,

NurAtikah Athirah Bte Hj Mohd Tasdi.

May Allah bless you.

p:s/ I never forgot your birthday okehh! hehe!

So atulah insan insan penting yang menyambut birthday durang. As for my life, I've been busy preparing for STPUB Qualifying exam. It is less than 2 weeks from now so yeahh..huhu! Ya Allah permudahkanlah semuanya! Tapi ari atu sampat lagi ku jamming. siokk!! Arah 4ace studio, Delima. Aku sekadar main drum pasal aku inda pandai main gitar haha! Yang datang time atu 5 urang saja. Aku, Syakirin, Hida, Shikin and cintanya si Faiz ;p

Yang calinya time Hida kan membooking atu. Urang atu tanya, 'Band apa?'

Aku ketawa sampai guling-guling atas katil time chat sama Hida. Ada tiakaranggg nama band ah. Urang kan jamming saja-saja kaliah hahahaha! So aku pun mencadangkan nama..

Identically Different.

Altered Confessions.

Amidst The Stars.

Agency of the Educated.

Hahaha behantamm! Apa yang ada dalam pikiranku iatah yang ku cadangkan tu. Finally kami pakai Amidst The Stars. Semata-mata kan release tension tu wawa! So start jamming pukul 2.30, abes kul 4.30 pm. Then balik rumah. Leganya hatiku..ahaha!

Tapi rupanya inda batah happy ku atu. Ada beberapa perkara yang buat aku terkilan, terluka, jauh hati and yang seerti dan semakna dengannya minggu lapas atu. Tapi inda apa, sabar saja. Bah nanti lagi eh, malas dah ku~ till then, Assalam.

Hohoho!!

2009-04-26T00:42:00.001+08:00

Assalamua'laikum ya Akhi, ya Ukhti :)
It has been a while since my last entry. Macam ada ku teliat spiderweb tadi, spiderman kali bakas melawat..Apaan ;p huahua!
Aku ada banyak cerita ne but I don't know where to start hohoho! Aku ceta sikit ja ee~Ntam ja la..Mun kamu inda paham cetaku suie tah tweh :)
So, my story for today : LOVE.
Mesti kamu pikir pasal aku sama si Beliau ne, kan? Saalaaaahhh..Haha! Tapi ada kena mengena ngan si Beliau pulang jua~kemarin wa, ari jumat, aku melawat nini laki si Beliau pasal ia betahan di ICU. He was so sad and kept telling me how he felt upon seeing his beloved grandfather lying helplessly on bed. Aku sangat tekajut meliat..Dulu beisi tu nininya ah, ane..Malasku becakap huhu! Kan menanges ku udah meliat tapi ku tahan saja. Hawaa neh ku tu kan menanges uhuhu! Btw nininya ane sakit buah pinggang. Macam2 pikiranku time atu. Becelaru utakku! Terkesima jiwaku! Terpaku diriku! Apaan,over xp pentingnya blur la ku ah..Nda ku sangka sampai cematu jadinya bah. Si Beliau ane sangat syg kan nininya ane, maklumlah, cucu paling tua..Time kami melawat atu, sepanjang masa ya mengganggam jari nininya. Nininya nda dapat becakap, iatah pakai isyarat ja..Aku liat mata nininya. Aku tau ia happy ada urang melawat. Senyum ja mampuku..Ndaku tecakap apa2. Then ia minta bacakan yasiin..Membaca tah kami ne~mun kamu kan tau,tumbir2 dah aing mataku ah, begagar dah suaraku tapi ku tahan jua masih. Seksa rasanya menahan tangisan ani..Time membaca atupun si Beliau masih mengganggam jari nininya. Makin tia ku rawan ati..Tapi alum lagi tu, yang ku hantap rawan ati time kami kan mulih..Before mulih atu dipasan2i nya dulu nininya,suruh rehat apaindah. Then besalam, di ciumnya tangan nininya yang beselirat dgn wayar atu..Pastu di ciumnya lagi dahi nininya, tanda kasih seorang cucu arah nini yang banyak mengajar ia erti kehidupan selama ani. Udah atu, nangis banaa ku. Nda da lagi kan ditahan neh tu, hambuu saja tia, tayanaa hilii2 kluaa sampai dangan benanang huhuhu! Capat2 ku lap aingmata ku yang sangat berharga itu. Sodih ku ehh..Si beliau pun menahan rasa banarnya. I patted him on his back, just to give him some strength. He looked me in the eye and I knew that sparkle meant 'thank you for visiting my grandpa'..
Huhuhu..Aku rasa kan menangis lagi, pasal..Ntah eh! Tesentuh hatiku bah sebagai wanita melayu terakhir..Weseh2~
Aku cuma mampu doa supaya nininya capat baik..Amin! InsyaAllah, bi iznika ya Rahiim ya Rahmaan~
till then, Assalamua'laikum :)

Jangan di ikutkan ne..Astee

2009-04-19T16:45:00.004+08:00

I got this one from an e-mail jua..Boys and girls, please don't try this during the examination okeh. Kana punggal pala kamu karang..

2009-04-19T16:37:00.002+08:00

Assalamua'laikum..someone mailed this to me. Aku setuju banar-banar except yang numbur 2 ah.. Enjoy reading..

9 WORDS WOMEN USE .......
1. Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
2. Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a 1/2 hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
3. Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.
4. Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!
5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.)
6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
7. Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say you're welcome.
8. Whatever: Is a women's way of saying the 'F' word
9. Don't worry about it, I got it : Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to #3.

Kami

2009-04-19T16:21:00.004+08:00

My Sibilings :) Sapanah paling kiut?? wuahahahaha!!

They are my stars..

2009-04-19T16:03:00.005+08:00

Assalamua'laikum..I feel like blogging today so..yeah. I have five bestfriends.

Mariana

Farhana

Munirah

Hafizah

Liyana

They lifted me up to the high sky when everything seemed impossible to me. They gave me strength to keep on fighting for the things I believe in, encouraged me to pursue my dreams when my legs are too weak to run along this path we all call life. They inspired me, cried with me, laughed with me and listened to all my confessions. They are the stars of my life, the sky of my little world and the sun of my gloomy heart.

I am very bad at expressing how I feel about them so this is the only way I could think of, before its too late to say anything.

So, THANK YOU for being my stars :) I love you all..

Happy Birthday bro..

2009-04-19T15:23:00.004+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum..

heheh kemarin kan, ada urang birthday wa ;p

Namanya Md.Adam Bin Ramlee

17 tahun cia..wuhuhu kambang!

Happy Belated birthday,Bro.. Jan luan penyeluru saja arah aku, kakamu yang sangat baik sekali di dalam dunia ane tapi eksenku pasal aku pun selalu buli ko tiap-tiap hari wawawa! Bah jangan tah menangis nah ;p uwawa! May Allah bless you always. I am very thankful for having YOU as my brother walaupun kau atu penyeluru tahap cipan sampai hantu jerangkung pun lari kali mun teliat muamu pasal takut ya kau selurukan.

But having you in my life is really a blessing from Allah. Best of luck in everything you do. May all your dreams come true..Thank you for being there for me everytime I needed someone to talk to..Nah kejiwa tia pulang nah ;p kekeke! Okeh, atu ja. Malasku me-wish banyak-banyak. Biarlah semuanya menjadi misteri..apaan ;p Bah. Assalam..

Menghadapi masalah

2009-04-13T20:13:00.001+08:00

Assalamua'laikum..
Hari ani, aku stress. Bagaikan seribu duri bebau belacan mencucuk-cucuk tangkai hatiku ini yang layu pasal kurang gula batu. Banar, stress. Tadi ada 3 hafalan. Hadith, Al-Quran and Fiqh. Baik jua Usul Fiqh belajar wah,mun inda gol ku tu. Golnya ani lagi bukan sebarang gol,tapi gol yang dihantar oleh Rio Ferdinand menuju ke tengah lalu disambut oleh Wayne Rooney. Rooney menggelecek bola dengan penuh gaya,mutu dan keunggulan sambil mengurik idungnya yang temasuk debu-debu rindu, lalu di crossnya arah ex-bf ku iaitu Cristiano Ronaldo. Ronaldo menendang dengan emo lalu....Golll..!!! Apaaaaaannn aku ah, stress jua udah tu huhu! Okeh,bebalik pada ceritaku tadi, atu bah, aku stress *balik-balik jua eh* pasal semalam aku awal bangun,mengapal. Iatah tu nah, jangan lagi mengapal awal..Kan dah paning tu..huhu! Kepalaku pusing tadi, macam gasing daa..! Lapas tu kan, hari jumat ani saringan petandingan tausyeh. Sekalinya aku solo-.- duakalinya kan, aku first time solo-.- tigakalinya kan, aku masih solo-.- oopps! Salah ;p haha! *Leng, jan marah wawa xD*
Kami balum berapa ok wa tausyeh ah. Harap-harap ok la..Aku sebagai solo kan minta mahap minta hampun arah kumpulanku ''Asdiqaaie Assab'ah'' pasal dragon ball ada 7 biji smuanya xD haha nadawa..Atu wa, sori if aku nda sehebat yang kamu sangka. Huhu..Sori if tane nda masuk final. Kamu dah bagi aku tanggungjawab ani, so aku kan usaha sehingga dragon ball jadi 19 biji smuanya LOL xD Pentingnya aku kan usaha la ah..
Okeh, kan tido ku. Malas ku ngapal, isuk ja ;p wawa!
Assalamua'laikum..

Dengarkanlah aku..

2009-04-11T20:46:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim..Assalamua'laikum..
"Apa ko buat di skulah atu kan? Bemain??''
kata-kata ani pernah diucapkan atau dilafazkan oleh seorang hamba yang bepelajaran tinggi. Bukan hamba abdi okeh, hamba Allah. Tanpa usul periksa, tanpa siasatan menyeluruh macam cerita gerak khas, aku dituduh inda belajar yakni membuang masa sampaikan keputusanku turun sikit masa peksa aher taun ari atu. Persoalannya disini, apa buktinya? Dimana dalilnya? Iatah urang kitani ni. Tau cakap saja. Adilkah bagi urang yang betungkus lumus belajar mcm aku ane dituduh membuang masa? Abiskita mesti tau ah, kemampuan sorang-sorang ani tebatas. Andang ada tu yang membuang masa dengan terang lagi nyata serta besuluh lampung spotlight,tapi inda bulih ka check dulu? Teluka ku bah. Siang malam ku belajar,beusaha sudah apaindah but when the result was not up to their expectation, they blamed everything on me when there were other factors contributing to this matter. Salah satunya? Mcm yg ku cakap tadi,kebolehan sorang-sorang nda sama. Lagipun, daripada mengucap atau menghina, baik jua lagi mun abiskita menyukung kami ani. Bagi semangat ka, tulung belajar ka, tulung belanja pop mie ka*oops xD* atau yang sewaktu dgnnya. NEVER UNDERESTIMATE OTHERS. Believe me, its not making your day any better. Pikir-pikir ta sendiri.
Till then, Assalamua'laikum

I survived! Haha!

2009-04-08T22:44:00.001+08:00

Assalam..
I survived! :D kahkah! I managed to NOT fall asleep at class despite the fact that my eyelids are so heavy. Kalat mata sket atu ada pulang ;p huahua! Tadi aircond class kana usai. Alhamdulillah sajuk..Yeayy! Sebelum ani bekarih sorang-sorang bekiap. Sampai ada yang membawa kipas bediri tapi eksenku huawawa! First four period kami arah bilik sumber sebab TP yang suruh,aircond kan kana usai katanya..Mija nya damit bah bilik sumber ah,payah ku menulis. Mun mija di klas basar, dapat guling-guling cam filem industan sambil nyanyi lagu bahasa urdhu klasik tapi eksenku lagi sekali xD yang pentingnya basar dari yang rah bilik sumber lah ah. Yang rah bilik sumber atu kerusinya yang dapat belipat-lipat, tarus sama mija. Antah heh nda ku tau cana kan explain..Huhu..Apaan cetaku ane~lapas rehat tadi kami kLibrary,period Amali. Tasmie' surah Al-Mulk, tapi aku membaca komik..Hihi..Sama jua nda sampat tu x)
Then tengahari balik ke hostel, aku tido. Mengampai macam nangka haha! Lapas solat taus sekulah..Patang belajar nahu,tapi ustazah aher masuk jadi seperti biasa kami ceta-ceta lu. Chill~wawawa! Udah mulih tadi aku tido lagi dalam bus. Ada junior sorang atu aher tadi,yatah aher mulih..Overall okeh la, naleh sket ja~ ertinya bleh la ku tido 3 jam SAHAJA sehari ne wawa!*Abes la ku kana kubit leh cBeliau wawa ;p*
till then, assalam..

You made my heart beats faster and slower at the same time :) Miss you~

Abes la..

2009-04-07T05:32:00.000+08:00

Sleepy.
Headache.
Slept for 3 hours ONLY.
Tons of work.
How will I survive without falling asleep during class? The answer is : I won't. HA HA. Banguni ku mun ku tetidur karang wawawa!
Thats all. Salam..

What a pest!

2009-04-05T12:54:00.001+08:00

Assalamua'laikum~
I'm feeling a bit down today. Since yesterday to be exact. I don't know why but a feeling of guilt started to build up inside and its constantly making my day worse and worse by the minute. Adakah aku yang salah? Huhu..
Aku rasa serba salah dalam semua hal yang ku buat kemarin atu. Tebawa-bawa sampai malam. Siap mimpi g tu..Huhu..
Stress kali bah aku ane. And rasa besalah pasal..Eshh~macam-macam la! Biarlah semuanya menjadi misteri..Apaan~
Mana-mana jalan yakni anyway, I'm really annoyed with someone. Ada urang malar misscall aku dari taun lapas. Kali ku jawap masa ia misscall atu and tanya ia ani sapa, apanah katanya?
'Sorry,salah numbur'
Okeh, aku bulih terima bila ia cakap cematu. Tapi kan, yang sangat menyakitkan hati is the fact that he keeps on doing the same thing! Misscall balik-balik! Mun salah numbur kenapa tah misscall lagi? Hishh..Bila ku msg betanya ia ani siapa,inda ya membalas. Sabar..Sabar..
Lapas atu kira-kira lima bulan nada ya misscall. Tapi alum batah ane ada ya muncul kembali mengganggu hidupku yang serba tak tenang ini! Betulak ansur ku sudah tu msg arahnya bisai-bisai. Besupan santun dah ku, seperti layaknya wanita melayu wesehh~ tapi..nada ya membalas!
Astaghfirullahala'zim~rasa teganggu ku banar-banar. Dah tah ku nda tantu rasa semalam atu ah~Aku cuma kan tau apa urusannya sama aku bah. Apa ia mau kan? Sungguh ku tiada jawapannya. Sedang menanti sebuah jawapan la ne~
If this thing goes on, I'm not staying put. Ku taruh numburnya sini sampai ku tau ia siapa! Huhu!

My star..

2009-04-03T15:09:00.002+08:00

Berbaring di rumput ini,
Sesekali ku renung langit,
Yang bagai berpesta
Dengan arakan sang awan..

Ku renung bentuknya,
Teringatku akan memori semalam,
Seempuk belaian yang berjalan
Nun jauh di atas sana..

Ku biarkan mata ini terpejam,
Lalu hadirlah kembali,
Nostalgia yang tertawa mesra
Di balik bayang-bayangmu yang tersenyum..

Aku rindu padamu kekasih,
Pada matamu yang bersinar,
Seperti bintang di malam yang terbentang luas..

Allahummaj'alhu habibi wa zaujii fid dunia wal aakhirah..

Aminn..

His name? Ak Fakhrul Syakirin :)

Adui..masalah eh..

2009-04-03T14:47:00.004+08:00

Assalam people.. kali ane aku kan bercerita tentang sesuatu yang melanda keluargaku kemarin. Sangat-sangat membagi marah pulang ne huhuhu..

Kemarin atu aku nda skulah kan? jawapannya awu. Pasal aku sakit parut then tebangun pukul 2. awal ku tidur tu nyanta, pukul 7 labeh kali..lapas atu nda ku tidur langsung sampai patang.

jadinya apakan cetaku ane sebenarnya? cemani..

pukul 5.30 labeh atu niniku dah keluar start bas, kan keraja lah tu ah. Babah time atu sembayang subuh kali, adiku balum bangun. Aku masih lagi betekumus menahan sakit tu time atu. sekali tiba-tiba niniku beteriak. Abis semua tebangun. tau kamu apa jadi?? Ni nah..

TAYAR KERITA KANA CURI!! Masya Allah..tegamak jua urang atu ah. Betambah sakit tarus parutku ah, saing hantap! Tekajut jua kami tu..*nda kali??* Marah berabis adiku kaliah. Katanya mun ya kejumpahan urang yang mencuri atu kan ditumbuknya taus. Aku pun kan ikut menumbuk tu, pasal la tu aku bini-bini. I can punch ok, even if its weak but it sure will leave some mark on somebody's face!! Nah emo tia ku nah..

Lapas mama ngantar adiku sekulah tarus ya kebalai. 30 minutes lapas atu ada pulis datang ngambil evidence and fingerprints.

pikir kami atu ganya di curinya panya wiper sama jua..Astee..Terkutuklah engkau wahai si pemakan sumber yang haram!! Nda halal tu!! Tanggung sendiri..huhuhu..Okeh ane ja dulu. Emo dah ku ne becerita a..Assalam..

2009-04-03T14:10:00.002+08:00

Assalam..today is a special day to one of my sister~err..sebenarnya my one and only sister pulang..kekeke.. nampak kah awda sekelian gambar itu? yes itulah birthdaygirl yang di maksudkan.. Tapuk tangan wah, laju! laju!

Happy Birthday my sis, NURUL AMAL IZZATI BINTI RAMLEE :) 10 tahun cia..kekeke..May Allah bless you! rajin-rajin tah belajar, jangan gauk and BELAMPAR saja, ngalih kaka bepanyap bah ehh..huhu..baik ko lanja burger, kaka kapih ne..

Walaupun kaka selalu marahkan ko*kedapatan cia*, tapi..tapi..tapi sebenarnya dragon ball ada 7 biji semuanya. Hari ani up sikit la jadi 10, ikut umurmu..wawawa..apaan~out jo eh..hahaha! okeh, kaka tau ko membaca ne, and setentunya menggunakan handphone kaka and kredit kaka, so kaka cuma kan cakap supaya..

BALIKAN KAKA KREDIT $20, SUPAYA SANANG KAKA BEMISIS SAMA SI PENGIRAN HAHAHAHA!!

Aher sekali, sanah helwa ya jamilah :) Anti ukhti daiman abada!!

I hate this feeling

2009-04-02T03:10:00.000+08:00

Its exactly 2:51 am now. I've had a bad stomachache since 7 pm, a few hours after I got home from school. It hurts. Really really hurts. Like hell!! *excuse my language*
I hate this kind of feeling. Feeling sick and not be able to do anything to stop the pain. I've experienced this kind of pain since I was 13. When I asked the doctors what the heck was wrong with me, they said it was nothing. Then blabber about something I don't understand and gave me some medicine. Panadol is a must. Guess what? It never work wah ehh! Sama jua sakit. Berapa taun udah ku cemani. Untuk apa tah tu panadol ah? Ada kena mengena kah?? I'm sick like hell and..Panadol ganya? Astee..
This is what I hate about going to the clinic or the hospital. The nurses and doctors are kind but i HATE the way they ask questions, check my heartbeat and say that I was fine when all I'm having is a freakingly painful pain! Nda ku tau kenapa. Betapok kali sakit ku ane udah ku bawa ke spital atu..Huhu..
I really need some sleep now. I'm skipping school. Can't take it anymore.
I just hope someday I'll find out what the hell is wrong with me.

Marangprapukepundenmarangskeper

2009-04-01T08:48:00.000+08:00

Assalam..
Aku time ane dLibrary~
baru bakas tamrin~
rilek2 layah2~
guyang2 batis~
buka kasut~
sekali ada bau~
rupanya stukin ku inda bebasuh~
semua urang pengsan~
aku ketawa dengan bangga~
tiba2 aku tersedar dari mimpi~
rupa2nya dragon ball ada 7 biji semuanya~
n rupa2nya cina belakang rumahku atu manusia~
pikirku spesis katak~
tekajut ku eh mengetahui hakikat atu~
tapi donwori,
pasal semua yg ku cerita atu eksen saja xD
p/s : im bored to death

Adehhh~

2009-03-31T22:15:00.001+08:00

Assalam~
Hari ani 2nd day sekulah. Telah terjadi perkara yang sangat2 membahagiakan diriku ini sehingga menitik..Menitik apanah? Nope,bukan airmataku yang persis mutiara ini..Apaan..Paluh bah nyanta menitik-nitik atu~huhuhu..Adaka patut tutup karan dari pagi sampai patang. Bahagia ku eh.. Tapi sebaliknya huhu..Bemuscle kaliah tanganku mengiap-ngiap dari pagi ah. Kiapku ani lagi standard berabis. Kadbod bakas kutak minuman kaliah,blaku~
aishh..Panas banar tadi atu eh. Paning ku tadi, hayung, sakit kepala, kepala sakit and sebagainya. For a moment I thought I saw some stars tadi..Huhu..Golap golita pandangan mata peramba ehhh! Baik jua nda gol tadi. Mun gol bah, payah urang sbalahku atu mengiap kediaku :p huahua!
Banyak tah jua hafalan tadi atu. Aku lagi TERawal tido semalam..Kunun2nya kan ngapal time subuh. Tiakaranggg~siok g ku bermimpi. Mimpi tilitabis lagi tu,hantap tia lagi nda mau bangun :p okeh mokeh sokeh tokeh ayam, aku kan mengundurkan diri kedalam kegelapan malam yang sunyi dan pekat. Jangan biarkan diri anda diselubungi misteri..Huahuahuahua!
P/s: Jangan pandang kanan! Bowhhh..Hahaha

Kepala sakit a.k.a headache

2009-03-29T20:13:00.001+08:00

Wwuahhh..! Isuk skulah..! Honestly kan, satu pun nada yang siap. Tapi eksenku huahuahua xD panggil lah diriku gila jika satupun tiada yang siap..I managed to finish most of it :) and now I have this headache since morning and this is really annoying. Sakit bah..Huhu..Selera memapak-mapak pun ilang sudah. Tapi eksenku lagi skali pasal tadi aku makan 3-4 kali huahuahua xD
Bulih di katakan yang aku masih balum sedia kan skulah isuk like most of my friends im sure. Biasa la, mood cuti atu semakin menebal dan membara dihati kecilku ini. Apaan..Haha..Lagipun, cuti kali ani macam bukan cuti. Dari first day of holiday atu dah ku betungkus lumus sambil betekumus menyiapkan 'hadiah percutian' dari mereka yang bergelar guru ataupun cikgu tapi bukan ciku pasal ciku atu buah. Apanahh? Ya betul! Homeworksss la..Huhu..And now aku di dalam kesakitan :( bukan aku sebenarnya,tapi kepalaku. Eh? Nda sama ka tu? Huhu nevermind. Im off to sleeep..! Assalam..

My first post

2009-03-27T22:35:00.001+08:00

Assalamua'laikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh :) so this is my first post. I guess a proper introduction is essential~
Name: Amaliina. Call me Amal,never call me Lina. Nama panuh? Adalerr..
Age: 18..Tapi balum ada lesen memandu mahupun lesen menjual jaring..Huhu apaan..
I live in..Err..Somewhere in Pulau Chermin. Tapi eksen ku hahaha xD awu wa awu wa,Sengkurong bah..Tapi kesiring sikit. Apaan? Nevermind. Haha. Apa lagi ah? Oh yes, i love stars :) and aurora :) and.....macam-macam lagi la~malasku kan menaip semua nyanta,ujung2 belipatan jariku ani kebelakang. Okeh,thanks for reading :)